we talked for about an hour.
i'm not sure how i feel about all this. i love richard, i do...
but everytime i look into christian's eyes, i can't help but feel the same way about him as i did a long time ago.
its kinda sad.
Christian is my Elayna.
god i hate this.
and he's single now too.
which makes this all way more confusing and easy for me to fall back into that.
what do i do?