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[13 Sep 2007|04:55pm]
hey does n e one still use these damn things?
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SCREW GOOGLE [19 Jun 2006|08:52pm]
Seriously, if anyone uses google.com or yahoo.com or any search engine besides www.blingo.com
you're making a mistake!!!!

is a search engine powered by google that gives away prizes just for using their search engine!!!!

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[03 Mar 2006|03:21pm]

Happy Belated Birthday To Brandon And Ashley And Anyone Else I Missed. *muahz*
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time for a serious update. [17 Nov 2005|09:30pm]
richard and i are fine. he's still in WV... will be till after thanksgiving.

yes, christian and i are kinda sorta together again. it might actually work this time believe it or not.

i started at applebees today. i call tomorrow for my schedule. im sorry but 8 bucks an hour plus tips just for sitting people at tables and maybe getting them a drink... hell yeah.

little caesar's is good too. we're getting more popular and busier. anyone who wants a job should stop by and apply. if i know you, ill put in a good word for you. im pretty sure ill be moving up to management as soon as Dez quits. i already have keys to and close the store alone anyways. *shrugs*

i think i've decided to go for the whole civil rights lawyer thing. have i picked a future? maybe. but if im serious about it, im going to be moving to LA a few years after i get my AA... because if i go to law school, ill be studying state law as well... and i want to eventually live in california... so i should probably try to get into a university there. but thats several years away, so everyone keep their pants on.

trying to maintain two jobs, college, a quasi-boyfriend, social life, and sleep is getting crazy. ive seriously got like no fucking free time.

i have no idea what is going on for thanksgiving with my family. you'd think that my mom would have mentioned plans when i spent an hour at her office talking to her today, but no. neither of my job locations or school will be open, so if my family isnt doing turkey day ON turkey day, ill be spending turkey day at home alone, eating a turkey tv dinner. yay.

i may be smiling later on tonight, and im gonna be happy as hell if i am.

and that is all.
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[16 Nov 2005|04:28pm]
Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow apropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.


p.s. - Silent Bob was on "Yes, Dear" today. Fucking HELL YES.
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[13 Nov 2005|12:30am]

Happy Birthday Michi!!!!

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[12 Nov 2005|03:15pm]
i updated my layout again.
i should start applebees soon. yay.
life itself is the usual.
may be playing poker tonight.
btw, richard's dad passed away yesterday. it is really doing a number on him.
they'll be home within the next two weeks at the latest.
other than that, ive gotta be at work in 40 minutes, so goodbyes.
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Dane Cook Quiz. All the cool kids are doing it. [11 Nov 2005|09:23pm]
You are the responsible person!
Now lets go check out the damage left by that guy
who you let hit you doing 80 while you were
stopped at a legal red light!

Which Dane Cook Joke Are You?
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In dedication to two of the men that I will love forever. [06 Nov 2005|04:50pm]
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[05 Nov 2005|12:51am]
Okay so if I wasn’t confused earlier, Jesus. Anyways I’m not going into today.
My Schedule (Through Monday) Looks Like This:
Saturday Nov. 5th
- 10am – Call Robert So I Can Smile
- 11:30am – Meet Michi and her mom @ The Arts Festival
- 2pm – Work @ Little Caesar’s
- 10pm – Robby, Meg, Ryan, Cory, And Robert are coming over for Family Guy & Poker
Sunday Nov. 6th
- 11am – Finish CHM2045 Lab Report
- 12pm – Put together shelves
- 4pm – Work @ Little Caesar’s
Monday Nov. 7th
- 9am – Be @ Little Caesar’s to walk around the strip mall and surrounding businesses to pass out flyers and coupons (I clock in, plus get EXTRA cash for doing it :-). )
- 1pm – Work @ Checkers
- 6pm – CHM2045 @ CFCC

So yeah. Anyways.

Okay, so it’s now picture time.
Halloween, My New Car, & Little Caesar’sCollapse )
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[04 Nov 2005|01:36pm]
My horoscope for today:
"It seems like something's holding you back in the realm of romance, but in all likelihood, it's just a matter of attitude -- which, yes, determines your altitude. Sure, it's cheesy, but rise above and move forward."

rise above and move forward? whats holding me back from dating?
who wants to date me?
i dont understand.
the only single guys around that i would even consider would be Richard, Jason, and Christian..
and last time i checked, i wasnt on their list of high priority.

i suppose fear of being alone, loosing richard, and being afraid of being hurt again is holding me back... but i mean... what exactly is it holding me back from.

no one's lining up to date me like they used to. no one has a crush on me. no one loves me.
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[04 Nov 2005|01:01pm]
so i met up with christian today.
at checkers.
we talked for about an hour.
i'm not sure how i feel about all this. i love richard, i do...
but everytime i look into christian's eyes, i can't help but feel the same way about him as i did a long time ago.
its kinda sad.
Christian is my Elayna.
god i hate this.
and he's single now too.
which makes this all way more confusing and easy for me to fall back into that.
what do i do?
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[03 Nov 2005|11:31pm]
for people who need to know:

-go to library
-go to lowes
-make shelves
-job orientation at Checkers
-work @ Little Ceasar's 4pm-8pm
-going to be smiling... hopefully.

-work @ Little Ceasar's 2pm-9pm
-poker with Robby, Meg, Ryan, and Cory @ 10pm - my place

-work @ Little Ceasar's 4-8pm

*note: additions to be made pending my work schedule at Checkers (however it will be day shift only.)


I talked to Brian. We made plans to hang out for y'alls birthday's on the 19th, which is 2 weeks from this Saturday. Brian's not sure if he'll be home, but I told him that if he didn't get ahold of me by the 19th, that you and i would be standing on his doorstep @ 6pm. Don't worry, I'll drive. I have a reliable car now, and it's great on gas, it won't break down on us, i know how to get there by heart and i gotta show the new ride to Brian anyways.
SO that means i need to pick you up at 5pm on the 19th. Be ready for me and a good time.
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[03 Nov 2005|10:22pm]
i sense anger from a lot of people lately. it seems everyone's pissed at one thing or another but when i ask them whats wrong, no one can give me a straight answer... i swear something must be in the water... or else the entire rest of the world is PMSing without me. lol

so i got my new car. yay! i have pics, but not with me so i'll post them later. it's SOOO cute. i <3 it.
2002 Chevy Cavalier - Silver w/ black art on the sides - only 52,000 miles on it - awesome gas milage - and very comfy.

richard is still up in WV. his dad is still doing badly. we dont know when he'll be home.

school is fine. work is fine...

actually i have two jobs now. well i go for "orientation" tomorrow. and i may start saturday or something.... but other than that, there's no real news.

i finally figured out what exactly i need to put those shelves together, and im planning on going to lowes in a day or two to get the stuff so i can finish richards & my room.

okay well im going to go now. ciao loves. ttys.
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[26 Oct 2005|06:17am]
I Updated My Layout :-)
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I'm Only 28% [26 Oct 2005|02:17am]
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news? news? news? let's see... hrm. [24 Oct 2005|12:17am]
richard is still in georgia. will be for at least another week if not more.
updated my myspace layout. planning on changing my LJ layout soon.
went car shopping with my mom today. found 2 possibilities. very awesome ones too.
im wondering if we have classes tomorrow at cfcc.
i have to go open a checking account tomorrow. ugh. damn banks.
i have to be at work at 9am tomorrow. who the fuck needs pizza at 9am on a monday in the middle of a bloody fucking hurricane?
im feeling lonely and lost these days. a part of me has died.
i learned how to play chess the other day. that was fun.
i wish i could afford a pet. something cute and cuddly to love on me. it's sick that i'm willing to pay for affection isn't it?
i get to smile tomorrow night. that'll be good.
i chatted with richard's mom for nearly 2 hours last night. i think she and i are a bit closer because of it.
i've been feeling like the world is collapsing and i can't stop it or dull the pain. no matter what i do.
katie called me a few minutes ago to tell me there were tornados and her house was open if i wanted to come over. fuck that. im not driving. im safer where i am than on the road. dumbass bitch.

im going to go watch tv and drink until i can't feel anything anymore. then i'm taking a shower and scrubbing the pizza smell out of me amd the flour out of my hair and off my face.
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[21 Oct 2005|10:24pm]
I Got REALLY Bored. Blame Kristy.Collapse )
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[21 Oct 2005|08:58pm]
I Got Bored.Collapse )
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[21 Oct 2005|07:42pm]
You Are 28 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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